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Washing Over Me: Epilogue

終章

1 November 2075

It was great to be back home. My recovery had taken about as long as the doctors had anticipated it would but even with the benefits from eight weeks of post-recovery treatment I still felt sluggish as if I had been in a coma for three years and not three months.

I heard the lock of the front door click as it was released and then the rustle of plastic bags that followed as they were put down on the floor while Shoichi took off his shoes.

Tadaima! ‘I’m home!’

‘Okaeri!’ ‘Welcome back!’

‘They had an excellent selection in there tonight,’ Shoichi said as he opened the door from the genkan and walked through into the kitchen.

‘Great, what did you go for?’

‘Well, I thought that I would push the boat out seeing as this is a very special occasion…’

‘I’m glad that you think so!’

‘…and decided to get the “Grand Celebration Sushi and Sashimi Selection”,’ Shoichi announced and produced the tray of food from one of the bags with a flourish. He held it out in front of me to inspect.

‘Wow that looks fantastic!’ I said and without warning I felt a tightening in my mouth as the saliva glands fired into life in anticipation of this feast.

‘I’ll get some plates for the soy sauce and wasabi. Are you alright using the disposable chopsticks that came with it?’ Shoichi said, reaching into a smaller bag for the waribashi.

‘Oh no, let’s use our usual chopsticks,’ I said. ‘I want all the familiarities of home now that I’m out of the hospital.’

‘How about a drink?’ Shoichi said as he returned with our chopsticks and two plates that were patterned with a picture of a blowfish.

‘I think I’ll have some water for now, please.’

‘Coming right up, honey!’ Shoichi said on his way back to the kitchen. ‘Do you mind if I have a beer?’

‘No, not at all. I may have a sip though if that’s alright.’

‘Of course,’ Shoichi said placing a can of Kirin Original Brew onto the table together with one empty glass and one filled with water. ‘Is that everything? Shall we start?’

‘Itadakimasu!’ we both said at the same time and smiled as bashfully as when we had first started dating.

The sushi and sashimi were lined up in neat rows, each separated by aojiso green perilla leaves to prevent the subtle flavours of the different types of fish from mixing. Shoichi unclipped the clear plastic lid and placed it to one side.

‘After you, Kimiko,’ he said to me, gesturing towards the food.

Arigatō,’ I said as I reached into the tray and selected a slice of sea bream which I dipped gently in the soy sauce and then up to my mouth. 

Oishiiii! ‘It’s deeeelicious!’ I exclaimed, the delicate slice of fish dissolving slowly as I chewed. 

Shoichi looked on.

‘What?’ I asked, not expecting a reply.

‘Oh nothing,’ he said. ‘I’d just forgotten how beautiful you are.’

‘What are you talking about? Just get on and eat as I’m not holding back!’ I said deflecting his words. However, I was delighted to hear Shoichi pay me such a compliment after so many years together.

‘It’s great to have you home, Kimiko.’

‘And it’s great to be home. Thanks for being there for me.’

I must have eaten close to two-thirds of the sushi and sashimi and really should have stopped earlier although I needed all the energy I could get; my body craved food and I gave it what it wanted. However, the momentous journey that I had been on meant I still got physically exhausted very quickly. This was going to be a problem as my mind was buzzing, so anxious to get out and about. Naomi had already left a note welcoming me home and asking when I would like to pay a visit with her to Beauty Wai for some pampering. One step at a time, I had to keep telling myself to temper the enthusiasm and not get carried away, but it felt so good to be alive!

‘Kimiko-chan, do you want to have a bath?’ Shoichi asked as he tidied away the things from dinner.

‘That would be lovely, thanks.  Do you mind running one for me?’ I replied.

‘It would be my pleasure,’ he said as he walked off to the bathroom.

As the bath was filling up with water, I went through to the living room to watch some holovision. I was still catching up on everything that had been going on in Japan and that I had missed whilst in a coma. So much of the news was lacking context and I felt that I was just tuning into snapshots of information that did not fully make sense. The leading news story was of a man from Nagano Prefecture who had been sentenced to death for killing three of his neighbours over a five year period. It had seemed like an awful crime and I got the impression from that the reporter that this had been a big story which viewers had been following for some time. Perhaps it was but I didn’t have a clue and so I decided that I would ask Shoichi for an update tomorrow after a good night’s sleep in my own bed.

‘Your bath is ready!’ Shoichi called to me cheerfully.

I wheeled myself down the internal corridor of the ground floor to the senmenjo changing area just outside the bathroom, where Shoichi helped me as I undressed. I then paused for a moment, savouring the thought of bathing in this tub for the first time in over five months. Supported by Shoichi, I entered the wetroom and he lowered me down onto a chair that was placed in front of the shower.

‘Give me a shout when you are ready to get into the bath,’ he said turning the shower on.

‘Will do. Thank you, Shoichi,’ I called as he left the bathroom.

Drawing out the anticipation of the hot water enveloping my still tired body, I let the jets rain down on my head and I shut my eyes.

The smell of cypress wood caught me unawares, stirring distant but intense memories from my childhood; a wave of emotion came washing over me. 

Tears began to stream down my face to join the droplets of water splashing onto the wetroom floor.

I cried for Haruka, cried for the thousands who lost their lives in the earthquake and tsunami over sixty years ago and cried for the thousands more who, like Okāsan, simply disappeared without a trace.

おわり

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 30

第三十章

11 March 15:43

I looked across at Shoichi and Haruka, who were still holding onto one another, and I realised that although safe for now, if the water kept on rising we would be in trouble. I still could not believe what had happened since the earthquake began about an hour ago and looked around me at the sea that was in a place where it simply should not be. Peering down through the branches, I was convinced that the water was slowing down but then told myself that wishful thinking probably just made it look that way.

Shoichi and Haruka moved apart, each taking a point on the tree where they could sit reasonably comfortably and securely.

‘Kimiko,’ Haruka said. ‘Are you OK?’

‘Yes, I think so,’ I replied, although now that I had time to think about it I could feel the point on my chest where I had smashed into the branch below which was now fully underwater. ‘How about you?’

‘I’m OK, just relieved to be up here. I knew I could trust you but at first when you suggested jumping I thought that you were crazy!’

‘It was a big risk but I felt that we couldn’t stay in that building. It was just too dangerous,’ I replied turning my head. ‘So, Shoichi, what on earth are you doing here?’

My question seemed to awaken him to the danger that he had put himself in and he began to sob.

‘Sorry, Shoichi, I didn’t mean to upset you,’ I said. ‘I am still shocked to see you here when you should have been at school.’

‘But I’m so glad that you came, Shoichi,’ Haruka said to her brother. ‘If it wasn’t for you, I don’t think that I would have survived. You saved my life.’

I looked down through the branches again, the water was definitely slowing down.

‘Hey, Haruka, Shoichi,’ I called over to them. ‘Look below you, the water is definitely not flowing past us as quickly as it was a few minutes ago. I think this might be the end.’

‘Yes, I think that you’re right,’ Shoichi said. ‘Look out at the boats and other things floating in the water, they are also slowing down.’

In less than five minutes, the water had come to a complete standstill and, rather than being surrounded by sea, it looked more like we had ended up in the middle of an enormous lake.

‘It’s stopped! It’s stopped!’ Haruka started to shout. ‘We’re going to make it! We’ve survived!’

However, just like a wave on a beach, but on a much larger scale, the water then started moving again, this time in the opposite direction as it began to get sucked back to the Pacific Ocean. Slowly at first, but then picking up pace, I seemed to be the only one of the three of us who noticed. Haruka was getting carried away and began to bounce up and down on her branch. 

‘Haruka!’ I said with some urgency. ‘Be careful, it’s still very dangerous and we are going to have to wait here to be rescued so it’s not over yet.’

‘Yes, I know,’ Haruka said. ‘But I’m just so happy to be alive!’

It was then that I heard the sickening crack as the branch that she was sitting on snapped, not entirely, but enough to make her slip down a short way towards the thinner, weaker, end. This put more pressure on the branch and it suddenly gave way completely. Haruka reacted quickly and grabbed another part of the tree that was within reach but now she was hanging down and her feet dangled dangerously in the water. I moved quickly towards where she was. Shoichi came across from the other side of the tree.

‘Hold onto my arm!’ I shouted as I lay across a couple of horizontal branches, Shoichi gripping my ankles to stop me from falling in. ‘Haruka, you’ve got to let go with one hand and try to grab hold of me.’

I could see a look of fear in Haruka’s eyes. She could not speak and was also unable to let go of the branch.

‘You’ve got to let go with one hand!’ I repeated. ‘If you can hold my arm then Shoichi and I will be able to pull you up. After three. One. Two. Three. Now!’

My instructions seemed to shock her into action and she let go with her left hand, the weaker of the two, and swung herself up towards me like using the monkey bars at the playground. I held onto the cuff of her coat and could feel that she had held onto mine, we had a strong connection.

‘Right, now you need to do the same with your other hand,’ I said. ‘After three, I want you to let go and swing yourself up again. Once I’ve got hold of both of your arms, we can then pull you up. One. Two…’

Haruka, went early and caught me before I had time to brace myself for the extra weight that I would be supporting. The grip between my right hand and her left hand held firm but I was unable to grab onto anything with my left hand, and so Haruka let go. Fortunately, she was able to grasp the lower branch again and we were back in the same position as we were a few seconds earlier. I took a moment to steady myself before speaking again.

‘Exactly the same as before, only this time after three not on three,’ I said. ‘One. Two. Three. Now!’

Her timing was much better and she swung with more purpose, still dangling down but I had a firm grip on her. Her entire weight was more than I expected and knew that we had to move fast.

‘I’m going to try to lift you up so that you can hold onto this branch under my armpits. When you get close enough, just let go of one of my hands and grab the branch. I can then pull you up more easily when you are supporting some of the weight yourself.’

Very slowly – I thought that my arms were going to come out of their sockets – I was able to pull Haruka up closer to the branch that she needed to grab hold of. Shoichi was helping by pulling my feet gently backwards so that I slid towards him and Haruka was lifted up further. She then swayed unexpectedly to one side and I thought at first that she must have felt close enough to swing herself up but then I saw that she had been hit by a small white truck that was being pulled by the currents back out to sea.

She let go of my right hand.

‘Aaaagh!’ Haruka screamed, screwing up her face in pain.

‘Grab my hand again, Haruka!’ I shouted. ‘Grab it!’Ganbare! ‘You can do it!’ Shoichi shouted to his sister from behind me.

She tried to pull herself up again to catch hold of my free hand but could not quite reach. 

She tried again. 

This time, she managed to make contact but only to hold my hand, which was wet with splashes from the water and from our sweat. I could not hold onto her and she fell back down again, her weight jolting my other arm. 

Her hand slipped down the sleeve of my coat, my hand slipped up the sleeve of hers.

‘Haruka, try again!’ I said.

With each swing, our remaining point of contact got weaker and weaker, torn slowly apart, until I was left holding around her wrist. With one last effort I let out a cry as I tried to pull her up towards me hoping that my body would find some superhuman strength. I think that Haruka knew before I did that we could not hold onto each other for much longer.

‘It’s no good, Kimiko,’ she said, looking up at me. ‘I can’t do it, I’ve run out of energy.’

‘Yes, you can!’ I screamed at her, desperately. ‘One more try!’

‘I can’t, you’ve got to let go or I’ll pull you in with me,’ Haruka said. 

She then stared directly into my eyes. 

‘Betsy is you Kimiko. She doesn’t get soaked by the child with the water gun. She doesn’t die. You’ve got to get out of here and live. Don’t stay in Ōfunato all of your life. Go and live.’

The hold around each other’s wrists slipped to become palm to palm and then finger to finger. Pulled by the water that sloshed around her legs, we let go of each other for the last time.

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 28

第二十八章

11 March 2011 15:38

Haruka and I were at the mercy of the sea. The water was moving us to wherever took its fancy although its flow was interrupted by buildings and trees that were still standing and around which we were thrown. Part of me considered that we should just let ourselves be taken on the journey and had hopeful visions of the wave eventually coming to an end before gently laying us down on a soft bed of grass. However, I also knew that there were lots of dangerous hazards in between here and the end, wherever that may be. It was then that I saw a place where we might be safe.

Not far from us was a pine tree like the kind that grow in the forests around the local shrines of Ōfunato. It was standing up tall to the water that flowed around it. If only we could make it there I thought

‘Haruka,’ I spluttered. ‘We must get to that tree.’Haruka nodded to show that she had understood what I had said. Whether we got there would be a matter of chance as there was no way that we had the strength to swim across the flowing waters. I think that the kami-sama deities must have heard our prayers as we got thrown sideways by a freak current possibly caused by an intact building redirecting the flow below the surface and now found ourselves heading right towards the tree although at some pace.

There were only a handful of substantial branches poking out above the water but they looked sturdy enough and were probably our last chance of survival. As we got closer, I thought that I could see someone perched on the top and for a moment had hopes that Hiroki had managed to regain his balance and scramble to safety. The person was crouched but waving one hand in the air and shouting. There was no way that I was going to be able to grab onto a branch whilst also holding onto Haruka who was also now squinting towards this mysterious person.

‘I’m going to have to let go of you soon,’ I said. ‘We need both of our hands free to have any chance of hanging on and pulling ourselves out of the water.’

‘OK,’ Haruka mouthed and nodded her head.

The closer we got, the faster the water seemed to be moving and the bigger the tree became. There was not a huge choice of branches and I knew that Haruka and I had to reach out and grab whatever we could. The boy on top of the tree, I was close enough now to see it was a boy, was shouting our names and it was then that I realised that it was not Hiroki, as I had first hoped, but confusingly Shoichi, Haruka’s older brother, who should have been at school.

‘Haruka, Kimiko! Grab onto the branches as you go past!’ he said. ‘Start to try to slow yourselves down!’We both did as he instructed and kicked backwards against the flow although it made very little difference. This is going to be a heavy landing, I thought. However, we were still heading straight towards the tree and I felt for the first time since jumping that we might actually make it. I thudded into a branch that was just above the surface of the water hitting my chest hard but still had time to wrap my right elbow around the same branch and grab hold with my left hand. Using all the strength in me, I pulled myself onto one of the other branches that was slightly higher up and out of the water and sat down on the branch that I had first collided with.

Looking around me, I saw Haruka holding on with just one hand to the branch that she had been directed towards. She was losing her grip. Shoichi moved across the canopy but was not quick enough to grab her arm. She let go, went underwater, and began to float away. I then saw Shoichi fling out an arm and catch hold of her foot before straining to pull her to safety. As he lifted her up, he wrapped his arms around her and held her to him, water streaming down from their bodies, Haruka coughing and spluttering. I pulled myself up further and carefully climbed over to them.

‘Haruka! You made it!’ I said and added, almost scolding him, ‘Shoichi, what are you doing here?’

‘I came to find Haruka,’ he said breathing heavily. ‘I had no idea what was happening. The earthquake was huge but there were no sirens, no warnings about a tsunami and then I arrived here and saw the wave coming in.’

‘What are you talking about, Shoichi?’ Haruka said. ‘There were warnings almost immediately after the earthquake stopped. Didn’t you hear them?’

‘No, I didn’t but I’m just so glad you are safe,’ he said. ‘Where were you?’

‘In the port office,’ Haruka said pointing over to the damaged building. ‘We were told that we would be safe there.’

The water now covered the windows of the third floor. I did not want to think about what might have happened to everyone in there and wished that by some miracle they had made their escape to safety but I could not imagine where they would have gone to.

I closed my eyes and prayed for them as well as for Okāsan who I hoped had listened to the warnings and moved to higher ground.

***

The waters kept on rising and looking across the scene in front of him, many of the buildings had either been washed away or completely submerged. Industrial junk littered the sea around him and Shoichi was still fearful that something might hit the tree that had stood up so well where other man-made structures had failed.

Staring towards the port office from where he thought he had heard some shouts, he strained his eyes and saw in the water what seemed like two people floating, being pushed along by the wave. From their direction it looked as though they would pass his tree but hoped, if they were people and not some inanimate objects, that they would be safe. Suddenly, as if on a roller-coaster, their course changed dramatically and they were thrown to one side, and this meant that the two were heading directly for him. Shoichi held onto a branch with his right hand and began waving with his left, shouting, ‘Over here! Over here!’

It was Kimiko whom he noticed first as she was more out of the water, actively trying to control her direction. However, his heart leaped with joy and then froze with fear seeing his little sister floating alongside her.

As they got closer, Shoichi doubted that they would be able to grab onto a branch at the pace they were moving and shouted for them to try to slow themselves down.He watched on as the pair flipped on their backs and began flapping their legs frantically against the power of the water but it seems to make no difference. At least they are on course for a direct hit, he thought.

Kimiko reached the tree first and he could only watch on as she smashed into a branch at some pace but despite winding herself had the peace of mind to keep her hold and lift herself up out of the churning sea. 

Turning his attention to Haruka who reached the tree a second later, he was relieved when she made a perfect landing latching onto a branch with both hands. Suddenly, she lost grip with one hand and was pulled horizontal like a koi nobori carp flag flapping in the wind in May. She was in trouble and in a flash, Shoichi moved across the branches to where Haruka was losing her grip. As he arrived, she let go completely and bobbed under the water which started to wash her away from him. Shoichi threw out an arm in desperation hoping to catch onto something and was shocked when he hit her ankle, around which his fingers gripped instinctively. Like when out fishing with their father, Shoichi reeled her in using all the muscles in his upper body and lifted her out of the water pulling her up further and into an embrace.

He didn’t really listen to the conversation that followed. He had done it, he had set out to save his little sister and had succeeded.

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 27

第二十七章

27 August 2075

Shoichi thought that he must have dozed off but on checking his watch was surprised when Aoyagi-sensei entered the room less than ten minutes since she had left with her colleagues.

‘Sorry to disturb you,’ she said. ‘I’ve just received an alert from the hospital’s monitoring systems of an unusual change in the blood flow in your wife’s brain.’

‘Is that good or bad news?’ Shoichi asked, unable to mask his concern.

‘Neither really,’ Aoyagi-sensei continued. ‘There is a part of the brain called the amygdala and many sensory inputs converge in this part of the brain as it plays an important role when learning fearful responses. There are also numerous connections from the hippocampus into the amygdala and therefore it also influences how people remember traumatic incidents. Drugs used to treat post-traumatic stress disorders work to block receptors in the amygdala and therefore inhibit the consolidation of fearful memories. Studies have shown that when people are shown a scary looking face or asked to recall frightening thoughts, there is a measurable increase in the blood flow through the amygdala, and this is what our monitoring systems have just picked up.’

‘So do you think that Kimiko is experiencing some form of trauma?’ Shoichi asked.

‘It’s possible although she is still in deep coma and despite the positive observations in the hippocampus, we would not usually expect such active blood flow in any part of the brain, including the amygdala, at this stage of a recovery,’ Aoyagi-sensei answered. ‘I am not overly concerned although wanted to visit to see if there were any other signs that might help me to understand what is going on. Do you mind moving to one side while I carry out some basic observations?’

‘No, not at all,’ Shoichi said as he stood up from his position next to Kimiko’s bed to sit in a chair that was in the opposite corner of the room.

Aoyagi-sensei began by shining a light into Kimiko’s eyes to check that her pupils continued to contract and dilate as expected, and they did which was a good sign. She then gently lifted her head and moved it from side to side observing the movement of Kimiko’s right eye and then left to ensure that they moved the opposite way to the head turn. Following this, Aoyagi-sensei lightly scratched the bottom of Kimiko’s feet for which there was still no reflex response, as had been the case when she was first admitted.

‘Nothing out of the ordinary in terms of your wife’s physical reactions,’ Aoyagi-sensei said, turning towards Shoichi. ‘So whatever is happening in the amygdala is not having a negative impact elsewhere. It is rather puzzling though and nothing that I have seen or read about before. Did you wife experience any events in her life that might be considered traumatic?’

‘Well, yes. We both grew up in Ōfunato and were elementary school students at the time of the Great East Japan Earthquake,’ Shoichi began slowly before opening up further. ‘We lost many loved ones, both friends and family. It’s something that neither of us has been able to talk about much at all since it happened.’

‘Oh, I see. And did either you or your wife receive any counselling after the event or have you felt the need to seek any support since?’ Aoyagi-sensei asked.

‘No we didn’t,’ Shoichi replied now choking back the emotion. ‘It was offered to us although we felt that we didn’t need it. Of course, it was a terribly sad time but we had people around us for support.’

‘Well, might I be so bold as to suggest that you give some serious consideration to addressing what you both went through?’ Aoyagi-sensei said. ‘I hold some optimism for your wife’s recovery but the trauma from that time could be manifesting itself now as a dormant memory that is beginning to wake up. We will never truly know, but for her mental health and yours it would be advisable to get some help. My colleague and friend in the psychotherapy department here has spoken on many occasions of patients she is working with whom have been gravely affected by the earthquake and tsunami, even so many years after the event.’

‘Thank you for your concern, Aoyagi-sensei, I will give it some thought,’ Shoichi said in earnest as he had never truly got over the pain of loss from decades ago.

‘Not at all,’ Aoyagi-sensei said touching his upper arm in an act of support.

 ‘I don’t think that I could survive losing another person I love so dearly,’ he said walking over towards Kimiko and tenderly stroking her hand, before becoming lost in memories from his childhood in Ōfunato that had not surfaced for many years.

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 26

第二十六章

11 March 2011 15:30

I wasn’t sure what had hit the building but it sounded bad. The bang that I heard was followed by what I guessed were pieces of concrete falling into the seawater, plopping like giant pebbles being thrown into a lake. Ohara-san confirmed my fears.

Taihen da! ‘It’s disastrous!’ he shouted. ‘Someone please find out what damage it has caused!’

Two members of his team ran out onto the balcony to see where the port office had been hit. In a few seconds, having assessed the situation, one came back into the room.

‘We’ve been hit by a trawler. It’s been pushed by the tsunami into the side of the building at the level of the floor below. At the moment, the boat seems wedged in place. As long as it stays there, the building should be OK,’ he reported back to Ohara-san and to the rest of us who were listening.

However, the trawler did not stay in place and there was another crunching sound from outside with more scraping of metal. The force of the water was pushing the boat away from the building again. The second man who had now come back into the room could not hide his fear and rushed over to address nobody in particular.

‘The boat’s been swept away! Everybody move to the far wall!’ he shouted.

I did not need Ohara-san or either of my teachers to repeat this message and moved with Haruka as far to the right-hand side of the room as possible. The rest of the students followed and we squeezed together like sardines in a tin. I held Haruka close to me with my chin resting on her left shoulder and kept my eyes fixed on the space across the other side of the room waiting for something to happen. 

It fell silent as we listened to the sound of flowing water. I closed my eyes and imagined it crashing through open windows on the floor below, swirling around like a giant washing machine before pouring out of the other side. Ohara-san had gone onto the balcony to survey the damage left by the boat; for him, like for everyone else, seeing was believing.

It did not happen suddenly, all at once, but in stages. A small section about one metre across fell out of the port office just as if someone had made a hole for a new window and I was left staring out across the tops of the warehouses and other buildings that had not yet been washed away.  The one metre hole then became two as more concrete dropped into the sea. The silence continued; like many others, I was too much in fear to make a sound. A few of my fellow students began to whimper and cry softly, falling onto their knees. Then a section of floor disappeared, the hole in the building got bigger still and I could see the water approaching the level we were on. 

The weight of the building and the power from the sea was too much and about a quarter of the entire port office collapsed into the water. I looked across at Kinoshita-sensei whose face was white. There was nothing that we could do but, sensing the danger of more of the building disappearing, we pushed closer and closer into each other wanting to get as far away as possible from the gaping hole, hoping that the water would stop and that the building would not fall down any more.

I am not sure that I was the first to see it but when I did it reminded me of a time at the beach with Okāsan when I took a walk down by the sea; as the wave broke onto the sand, it shot up around my ankles completely soaking my socks and shoes before I had chance to run away. The seawater here did exactly the same as it spread out over the floor, pouring in through the side of the building. To begin with, it was not deep at all and as I lifted up my feet the splashing sound was similar to when jumping up and down in puddles during the rainy season. I then remembered Hiroki and how quickly the water had risen around his ankles before knocking him over and carrying him away. I thought to myself that we could not stay in this room as the tsunami was finally coming to take our lives.

I don’t even remember making the conscious decision about what to do next but I do remember the shouts from students and adults as I grabbed hold of Haruka’s hand.

‘Come with me,’ I said calmly but with enough urgency in my voice so that she did not have time to question what I was suggesting. ‘We’ve got to leave now.’

We ran across the floor towards the sliding doors that had been left open by Ohara-san. I helped Haruka to stand on top off the concrete walls that surrounded the balcony and then climbed on top myself. Kinoshita-sensei caught up with us.

‘What are you doing?’ he shouted, trying to grab us both. ‘Come back inside now!’

‘Jump!’ I shouted to Haruka and we both leaped off the balcony surround into the water that was now just half a metre below us.

The first thing I felt was the cold as my feet entered the sea before my weight took me briefly underwater. All the time I held tightly onto Haruka’s hand. The water was moving at an even faster pace than I had anticipated. By the time we both bobbed up again, it was pushing us back towards the building we had left behind and I was just about able to stop us smashing into the wall by holding up my feet and bending my legs, with Haruka making it even more difficult as she was being squashed into my back. Even so, the water did eventually pin us up against the wall and then rolled us further to our left, towards the corner of the building. I tried to keep us in place and hoped that we could get our breath back a little but I was knocked to one side by something floating in the water and forced to let go of Haruka’s hand.

We were both now pushed out into the wide gap between the port office and a neighbouring building which was also damaged but still standing. I felt the full force of the water as it caught my body and pushed me along with it, flipping me forwards, pushing my face under. By the time I managed to turn myself upright, Haruka was right next to me and I reached out again to grab her. I looked into her eyes and although we could not talk I could tell from the look on her face that she was scared, but still in control.

***

Having survived the brief scare from the blow to his tree, Shoichi secured his position in the branches at the very top. Although many of the buildings had been washed away, the tree stood defiantly and the water continued to flow around its trunk. The sea alone was dangerous enough but anything that it picked up became a battering ram lending a solid state to the liquid water that itself weighed a tonne per cubic metre. The apparent silence from the building suggested to him that it was probably empty despite what he had thought earlier and, for the first time since leaving school, he realised that he had put himself in grave danger without really knowing where Haruka actually was. 

This moment of regret was interrupted by yet more crashing and scraping and screeching cutting through the air; Shoichi saw a trawler emerge from behind the port office before floating on past him to wherever the sea deemed it would take it next. He then heard a noise that sounded like a glacier dropping into the sea, something that they had watched at school in a lesson about global warming. Shoichi looked across to see over a quarter of the port office building crumble into the ocean like a stock cube dissolving into boiling water.

I truly hope that nobody is in there, he thought before looking down through the branches to notice that the water had continued to rise and was now alarmingly close to where he took refuge. He felt that there was probably only about three metres between the surface and his feet. It was impossible to anticipate how much higher the water would rise but he was awestruck that just over twenty minutes ago the ground below him was completely dry.

Outside in the open, the ambient noise was significant, so much so that Shoichi was not sure if he had heard properly but was convinced that someone from the port office building had shouted ‘Jump!’ However, this was probably more a reflection of his own need to feel that he was not out here alone and laughed as he thought about why anyone would leave the safety of a building, albeit one that was damaged, to risk the vagaries of the sea.

***

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 13

第十三章

25 August 2075

Shoichi got up from his chair, walked across the room, enjoying the chilled breeze from the air conditioner blowing over his back which again was damp from sweat, and opened the door. Turning left and heading down the corridor, the gents was about fifty metres away on the right hand side. 

In their home in Mito, they had a fairly standard toilet that did all the things that most models in Japan had been able to do for many years – bidet function with water temperature and pressure settings, warm air drier to cut out the need for paper, flowing water sound effects for modesty and a squirt of bleach that mixed with the water in the bowl on each flush keeping things nice and hygienic. However, the manufacturer Toto had outdone themselves with the latest versions installed in many public buildings, especially hospitals.

Having finished his business, the machine – it really had taken the next step in its design evolution to warrant being called this – took a small sample as it was flushed away and analysed it for protein, fat and fibre content as well as carrying out a basic microbiotic test to ensure that the gut and digestive tract were in good shape. The results, which were available by the time Shoichi had washed his hands, could then be downloaded onto electronic devices to analyse further using health apps or uploaded to medical records for doctors to access should the need arise. Shoichi, who was quite satisfied with the latest movement of his bowel, decided to pass on the additional information this time around.

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Kimiko and Shoichi got back onto the coach and made their way to their seats carrying the strawberries that they just bought.

‘Do you want to eat these now?’ Kimiko asked.

‘Oh, yes please, give me one,’ said Shoichi who had surprised himself at the enthusiasm with which he replied.

Smiling, Kimiko handed over the tray, ‘There you go. Enjoy!’

‘Not bad at all!’ Shoichi said as he bit into one of the strawberries and chewed slowly to savour the sweet juice of the fruit.

He closed his eyes and allowed his mind to wander back to the strawberry farm in Chiba Prefecture that they had visited together and pictured Kimiko’s younger face as they ate strawberries at a small round metal table overlooking the greenhouses where many thousands of sweet red sachinoka variety were growing.

‘Mmmm, delicious!’ added Kimiko who had popped one into her mouth as Shoichi was enjoying being transported back fourteen years in time.

Barely five minutes later, they had eaten five strawberries each and the punnet was empty.

‘Great idea to get these,’ Shoichi said, swallowing the last mouthful.

‘Thank you,’ said Kimiko, assuming that Shoichi was acknowledging her gentle persuasion for him to part with his cash.

There was still a further five hours on the road before their arrival at  the Yoshidaguchi fifth station so both Kimiko and Shoichi opted for some more rest over gazing at the countryside of Tochigi and Saitama Prefectures. Stomachs full, they were soon asleep leaning against each other; Kimiko dreaming of Okāsan’s home-made birthday cakes topped with whipped cream and strawberries, Shoichi dreaming of getting to the fifth station and discovering that his rucksack was completely empty.
Shoichi awoke first this time, just as they were passing the Fuji-Q Highlands theme park. Rising high above the modern roller coasters and other rides for thrill seekers, Fuji-san stood majestically in the background. Although the still active volcano had been photographed from every possible angle and throughout the four well-defined Japanese seasons, seeing it this close and in such clear weather made Shoichi feel most humble as if in the presence of a powerful deity, which in essence it was.  The snow cap that covered more than a third of Fuji-san in the depths of winter had receded right back to the summit so that it was barely visible save for a few tracks that stubbornly remained unmelted, hidden from sunlight. The colour was rust, like the surface of Mars, with the base covered in a skirt of green from the trees that grew at lower levels. Surely there aren’t many views on the planet more impressive that this, Shoichi thought to himself as he looked on.

Moments later, as if sensing Shoichi’s excitement levels rising, Kimiko opened her eyes and was greeted with the same awesome sight.

‘Wow! Look at that!’ she said. ‘Seems I chose a great time to wake up.’

‘We’re finally here,’ Shoichi added, although in reality there was still another hour of the journey to go as the coach left the toll road and began its ascent up the winding road to the fifth station.

‘Do you think we are really going to be able to make it to the top?’ Kimiko asked as the reality of the climb ahead of them suddenly hit home.

‘Yes, I’m sure we will,’ Shoichi said. ‘It’s going to be tough and we’ll be hiking for a long time but don’t worry, we’ll get there in time for sunrise. If you think it looks beautiful now, just imagine how it’s going to feel at the summit waiting and watching for the sun to appear from below the horizon.’

‘Oh, I can’t wait. What an adventure!’ Kimiko said, shifting herself in tight to Shoichi so the two of them pressed against each other, holding hands in Kimiko’s lap.

A dull thud came through the PA system as the tour guide flicked a switch to turn on the microphone, ready to make an announcement.

‘Ladies and gentlemen, thank you for your patience on this long journey. I am pleased to let you know that the driver has informed me that we are less that forty-five minutes from the Yoshidaguchi fifth station. As you can see, we have begun our ascent of Fuji-san and therefore respectfully ask you to fasten your seatbelts for your safety and comfort.’

Her words were followed by a smattering of clicks and clunks as people complied with the request and settled back into their seats to take in the view as the coach dropped down through the gears and moved further and further up the mountain road.

‘I’m getting a bit nervous now,’ Shoichi confessed as he stared out of the window. ‘Do you remember when I suffered from altitude sickness during that trip with friends to Nagano Prefecture? Mount Ontake was just over three thousand metres above sea-level and I got a splitting headache about two hundred metres from the summit. I willed it to go away but it got worse as I kept going until I was forced to turn around and work my way down. We’ll be going seven hundred metres higher this time.’

‘Yes, but you said yourself that the speed at which you climbed was far too fast,’ Kimiko said. ‘No wonder you felt ill. This is going to be totally different as we are scheduled a stop at the eighth station to sleep for a few hours and I’ve heard that helps significantly.’

‘Thanks Kimiko,’ he said. ‘I expect I’m just worrying because I want to do this so much. Besides, I’ve got a couple of cans of oxygen packed in my rucksack for when the going gets tough.’

‘I hope you won’t need it. Let’s just relax, take it at an easy pace, and be honest if either of us starts to feel ill. Please don’t persevere if you’re struggling as it can be very dangerous. More than getting up to the top, I want to get back down again in one piece so no heroics, OK?’

‘OK,’ Shoichi said, stringing out the two syllables, his mouth betraying his efforts to mask his reluctance to agree. They say only a fool climbs Fuji-san more than once but he’d feel a fool if he didn’t make it to the top at the first time of trying.

As the coach continued to strain against the gradient of the road, the weather began to close in and the clear sky that had prevailed for the last leg of their journey, was replaced with cloud cover and light drizzle.

‘This is exactly why we need to be prepared,’ said Shoichi. ‘Just look at how quickly bright sunshine has turned to rain. No matter what the forecast says about the weather in general, it’s a completely different story when it comes to mountains.’

‘At least the rain will keep us cool,’ Kimiko said optimistically.

‘As long as it doesn’t rain too hard or the track, especially the rocky part, will become slippery.’

‘Let’s keep our fingers crossed then,’ Kimiko said, as she did exactly that behind her back.

The clouds didn’t clear for the rest of the driven part of the ascent and by the time they arrived at the fifth station it felt quite dark despite still being just after four o’clock in the afternoon.

The Yoshidaguchi fifth station was a wide open concourse where rail met road and that was dominated by an enormous Swiss-style chalet that contained a host of smaller shops selling mountain gear at inflated prices for those who had arrived underprepared, gift-wrapped boxes of mochi sticky rice cakes filled with azuki red-bean paste as well as food and drink for climbers to take with them on their trek up Fuji-san or for the journey home. There were also a number of restaurants housed in a handful of other larger buildings.

‘I can’t wait to get back down here again and be sitting in there with a beer in my hand!’ Shoichi said as he pointed across to a restaurant that was split over two floors in a dark-brown construction that had, painted on the side, a large picture of a bear wearing lederhosen.

‘One step at a time, Shoichi,’ Kimiko said. ‘We’ve got a long way to go before thinking about beer, although it does look nice in there. Shall we skip the climb and go straight for something to eat?’

Shoichi opened his mouth to answer and, when he realised that Kimiko was joking with him, closed it again.

There was a bustle of activity as coachload after coachload of people arrived at the site and began to unload their rucksacks, change into their hiking boots and layer-up against the noticeably colder weather. A number of visitors had brought along or purchased simple wooden climbing sticks that had mountain bells attached and these produced a series of jingles that made it sound like at an Alpine downhill skiing event.

Shoichi was waiting impatiently at the centre of the coach for the driver to open the storage compartment doors so that he could begin getting himself ready.

‘I don’t know why he’s taking so long,’ he muttered under his breath, shuffling impatiently from foot to foot. ‘Others who arrived at the same time as we did are almost ready to set off.’

‘Oh, don’t worry, Shoichi. There’s no rush and this is not a race, remember?’ Kimiko implored.

The door was finally opened and Shoichi reached in zealously to look for the two rucksacks in the hold that had green and black paisley patterned scarves tied around the handles at the top of each to help him identify his and Kimiko’s from within this multi-coloured sea of equipment.

After locating their bags, knocking several others onto the floor which Kimiko apologetically picked up before their respective owners had cause to complain, Shoichi walked away from the coach to a generous courtyard in the middle of the concourse that was marked out by about twenty granite stones large enough to sit on.

‘We need to make sure that we get this bit right. Putting on our boots correctly will save us from a lot of pain and discomfort later,’ he said.

Kimiko rolled her eyes and did not say anything but thought to herself Here we go again!

Having put on, removed and put on again his boots three times, Shoichi walked around the courtyard testing the fit and nodded to himself to indicate that he was finally happy. Kimiko undid her laces, slid her feet into the boots and tied a bow which she then double-knotted to ensure it did not come undone. Tapping her toecaps lightly on the tarmac told her that she had a secure fit.

‘Are you sure that those boots are on properly?’ Shoichi asked. ‘We’ve got a lot of climbing ahead of us and you don’t want to risk getting a blister early on in the hike.’

‘Yes, they’re fine thanks,’ Kimiko replied trying hard not to engage any further in this particular conversation.

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 12

第十二章

11 March 2011 10:30

The walk outside in the sunshine was just what I needed to clear my head and get ready for the next lesson which was Japanese. Kinoshita-sensei wanted us to practice our kanji characters and to help we would be writing them using traditional ink and fude calligraphy brushes. I went to get my writing set from the cupboard at the back of the classroom whilst two volunteers gathered up sheets of newspaper onto which we would practise until it was time to write on the thin washi paper that would be hung around the classroom to dry once complete.

‘OK, class 4-A, have you all got you brushes and ink ready?’ Kinoshita-sensei asked.

The class responded with a uniform Yes although this was followed by the voice of a boy called Rikimaru who sat close to the window.

‘I’m very sorry Kinoshita-sensei, I think that I have run out of ink,’ Rikimaru said holding up the empty bottle as evidence. 

‘It’s OK, Rikimaru-kun, don’t worry,’ Kinoshita-sensei reassured him. ‘Does anyone have any spare ink that they can lend to Rikimaru for today’s lesson?’

On account of him not being a particularly popular boy, the offers were not immediately forthcoming although I felt sorry for him so put up my hand.

‘He can use some of my ink, Kinoshita-sensei,’ I said.

‘Thank you, Kimiko-chan. Rikimaru-kun, could you come and get Kimiko’s ink bottle once she has finished?’ Kinoshita-sensei suggested.‘Hai!’ came the solitary affirmative reply from Rikimaru who, stood up and, with head down embarrassed about the attention he had brought upon himself, started to make his way across the classroom.

I loved the smell of the ink that we used for shūji and savoured the moment as I removed the blue cap from the bottle and squeezed gently as the deep rich black liquid flowed into the suzuri ink stone. I had watched Okāsan doing calligraphy at home and she still favoured the traditional way of making the ink using a stick that was gently ground into the water held at the deep end of the stone until it was the same thick consistency as the pre-mixed type in front of me. The smell was very pure and natural, almost earthy, which I guessed was because the soot used to make the ink was itself made from living things that had been squashed for millions of years underground.

‘Thank you very much,’ Rikimaru said as he took the ink bottle that I was holding out to him. ‘I’ll bring a new bottle next time and you can use some of my ink.’

‘Don’t worry, Rikimaru,’ I said. ‘I’ve only just opened this one so there’s plenty left.’

I knew that if his mother found out about him having to borrow from me, she would probably replace the small amount of ink I had just given to him with an entire bottle but I hoped that he didn’t mention it to her as I really didn’t want her to go to such trouble.

I finished my preparations by placing a felt mat under the piece of practice newspaper and then laying a paper-weight across the top to keep it firmly in place.

‘The kanji that we are going to be practising today are minato as we are going to be visiting the port later on this afternoon and as we will be able to see the ocean from there,’ Kinoshita-sensei explained.

On the blackboard, he drew the characters for port 港 and ocean 洋 making a point of talking us through the order of the strokes that we needed to follow as well as the importance of the shape at the start and finish of each of the lines, which was more difficult for him to do with chalk than it would be with the fude brush.

‘OK, children, now it’s your turn to try,’ Kinoshita-sensei said. ‘Don’t forget to take your time and move the brush in a single flowing stroke. Think of the character that you are writing and try to put some of your thoughts into the lines and the overall shape. Oh, and don’t overload your brushes with ink or they will drip.’

I checked that my paper was nice and straight and then picked up the fude in my right hand holding it close to vertical as we had been taught to do. Concentrating, I dipped the tip into the liquid that had pooled at the bottom of the stone and watched as the ink moved slowly up the bristles and turned them from greyish-brown to night-sky black. I then withdrew the brush and lightly pushed the end down on the flatter end of the ink stone and watched as the excess ink streamed down the slope of the stone to pool again at the bottom.

I thought of the port, of the concrete, of the ships, of the metal containers and took a couple of breaths to prepare myself. Then, as best as I could, I lifted the brush over the paper and started with the three strokes on the left-hand side called mizu-hen or water radical  氵 the third stroke with an upwards movement leaving a tail that got narrower as I lifted the brush off the paper. The next group of six strokes  共 formed the top right hand part of the kanji and was written in an across-down-down-across movement followed by diagonally down the to the left and then diagonally down to the right. Finally was the onore part 已 that finished off the character with three further strokes and an upwards flick right at the end. I looked at what I had just written and was pretty pleased with the results. I had always been good at learning kanji and was enjoying writing the characters in this way.

‘Kimiko-chan, that’s looking very good,’ Kinoshita-sensei praised me. ‘Just take care not to make the final stroke too long at the bottom or you’ll upset the overall balance of the character.’ 

He took his teacher’s brush and, using some light orange ink, wrote over my character as if it wasn’t there to show me how my lines compared with his. 

‘Can you see the difference?’

‘Yes, I can. Thank you.’

‘You’re welcome. Now keep practising.’

I wrote the character for minato about ten more times on newspaper before deciding that it was accurate enough to write on the washi paper. Going through the same ritual, I tried to let my mind go clear and not think too much about what I was doing so that my hand could move by remembering the strokes that I had drawn previously. It felt good and the brush moved across the paper taking little jumps like an ice skater to show distinction between the different parts of the character. Having completed this, I wrote my name on the left hand side of the paper using the hiragana phonetic script; my parents when they gave me the name Kimiko, itself rather old-fashioned and popular in the 1920s, did not want to use any kanji as they held the view that by giving meaning to my name people would make judgements about the type of person I was before they had even met me.‘How is everyone getting on?’ asked Kinoshita-sensei. ‘Have you all finished writing minato? If you have, then please hang up your sheets to dry and make a start on .’

I went through the same process for the next character and found myself completely zoning out from everyone else in the classroom. Writing kanji this way was like meditation, which is just how Okāsan had described it when I asked her why she continued to practise at home even though she knew her kanji and was no longer studying. As she put it, I like to clear my mind every once in a while and concentrate on one specific thing without the clutter of everyday concerns such as what to cook for dinner, paying the gas bill and remembering to talk with our neighbour about that tree that is growing through the fence.’

Over by the window, Rikimaru gave a shout and as I looked across I saw he had spilt his ink and that it had spread over his paper like a wave breaking on the beach.

‘I don’t believe it,’ he said slapping his palm down onto the desk. ‘That was my best go yet and now look at it. Completely ruined.’

‘Can somebody get me some paper towels please?’ Kinoshita-sensei requested before saying to Rikimaru, ‘Don’t worry, these things happen.’

One of the other boys in the class brought a small stack of paper towels over to Rikimaru’s desk and started to help Kinoshita-sensei mop up the spilt ink.

Sumimasen,’ said Rikimaru apologising for causing a commotion.

‘Don’t worry, it’s nothing. Have you got any on your clothes?’ Kinoshita-sensei asked.

‘No, I don’t think so,’ Rikimaru said as he inspected his lap and sleeves for signs of stray ink.

‘Right, that’s all done. Let’s throw away these sheets of paper and you can keep going.’

Panic over, everyone got their heads down for the remaining ten minutes before we had to stop to wash out brushes, throw away practice sheets and pack everything away.By the time the chime played, all the sheets of paper hung around the classroom demonstrating our hard work. Kinoshita-sensei’s choice of kanji was clever as it only served to heighten our excitement about the trip after lunch.

***

…now that’s more like it…

…half of my head is out…

…got to be easier from here on in…

…no sign of him yet…

…this’ll be a surprise when he returns from wherever the hell he is…

…not that I care…

…as long as he stays away for long enough…

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Washing Over Me: Chapter 9

第九章

25 August 2075

As the train glided into Ueno station hovering on its electro-magnetic track, Shoichi’s wristwatch vibrated again to indicate that he needed to change lines. Den-Den thanked customers leaving the Jōban line, reminded them not to leave anything on the train and wished them a happy, healthy and safe onward journey.

Shoichi stepped down from the train and headed off in the direction of the Yamanote line following the overhead signs rather than the under-floor lighting he had used when returning the night before. He could feel his stomach rumbling gently as he walked and he thought to himself that the light breakfast he had eaten that morning was not going to sustain him for the duration of his visit to the hospital. 

There was a variety of restaurants tucked into the most unimaginably small spaces serving everything from food substitute shakes to more traditional handmade soba and udon noodles for those looking to remember a time when the pace of life was much slower and eating was more about a balance of different foods rather than living off custom-made cocktails of lab-produced nutrients that gave you exactly what you needed to maintain a healthy diet.

Choosing nostalgia over convenience, Shoichi ducked under the noren of a noodle restaurant, having perused from outside the plastic reconstructions of the dishes on offer – even these were evocative of a world gone by as many establishments had long since replaced plastic models with virtual images viewed through digital spectacles – and waited by the entrance to be seated. Despite his seventy-six years, he was still relatively young compared to the rest of the customers in the restaurant, some who looked like they had already passed a century of life on the planet, a not unusual occurrence as the average life expectancy in Japan currently stood at ninety-three for men and ninety-seven for women.

‘Good afternoon, sir,’ a waitress greeted him with a bow. ‘How many of you will be dining with us today?’

‘Just me, thank you.’

‘Please come this way.’

He was led to a seat by the window at the front of the restaurant and sat down at a small square table made out of solid pine. Laid on the table was a paper place mat embossed with the flowing kanji of the name of the restaurant, Hana, and a rather beautiful print of a watercolour painting of a salmon pink garbella. The waitress brought him a glass of water heavily filled with ice and a hand towel that was rolled up and placed on a shallow lacquered tray.

‘Are you ready to order, sir?’ she asked.

‘Please give me a few more minutes to have a look at the menu,’ Shoichi replied. ‘It all appeared so delicious when I was having a look at the display in the window and I’m struggling to decide.’

‘Very well, sir. Once you’re ready, please press this button and I’ll come straight back,’ she said and walked off to clear some dishes away from another table.

Shoichi scanned the menu in case there was something on there that he had not noticed when looking at the plastic food from outside. He was torn between ordering zaru-ten soba cold buckwheat noodles served with tempura king prawn and vegetables or the hot kitsune-udon noodles that came with Japanese onions and deep-fried tofu. In the end he decided to go for the soba as he thought that this dish would provide him with more sustenance and would mean that he could get a light snack later that evening for dinner. Taking a sip of the water, he leaned across the table to press the call button that was set in a domed wood-effect plastic container. The satisfying click triggered an electronic bell that rang just above the entrance to the kitchen.

The food was beautifully presented; buckwheat noodles curled into mouthful-sized portions and laid on a bamboo mat that sat on top of a deep tray into which the excess water drained. The dipping sauce was in a glass bowl that had a swirl of white running through it and the tempura, arranged on folded white blotting paper, was served in a woven bamboo strip basket, accompanied by a thumb-sized pile of grated daikon white radish.

The taste had not disappointed and once Shoichi started to eat, he then realised quite how hungry he had been and tucked into the meal with some gusto. Not holding back, he started with the noodles, immersing them into the chilled dipping sauce before pulling them into his mouth three slurps at a time. Having set a fast pace, he consciously slowed down but nevertheless, in just fifteen minutes, had cleared every plate in front of him, put the disposable chopsticks back down on their rest and sat back in his chair savouring the tastes lingering on his palette before washing them away with a final mouthful of his water which by now had just chips of ice floating on the surface.

The restaurant had begun to fill up as more travellers filtered in to have some food. It was also the beginning of the lunchtime visits from those working in the many shops that existed in this underground world.

Shoichi pressed the call button again and asked for the bill which, rather quaintly, was printed out from the same device used earlier to input his order. The restaurant was happy to take paper money – all part of the authentic traditional dining experience – but Shoichi opted to pay by waving his wallet into the payment field that existed around the till area. He noticed that there was even a soroban abacus for calculating how much change to give customers although he wondered how long it had been since anyone had actually carried out a cash transaction in this restaurant, or across the whole of Japan for that matter.

Moving through the station towards the Yamanote line, he used the escalator to get up to the platform and bought himself a can of ulon cha to take with him to drink on the train. The floor-to-ceiling glass partitions that had been installed to minimise suicide attempts meant that the platforms had become partially enclosed areas and therefore could be climate controlled, making waiting for a train a more comfortable experience no matter what the weather. He sat down on a bench and enjoyed the sensation of the cold can of tea pressed against the inside of his wrist.

The remainder of the journey to Ikebukuro passed uneventfully except for when an elderly lady took umbrage with a teenage girl who did not give up her seat. The teenager was not expecting such a verbal assault from the cantankerous woman whose sharp tongue more than made up for her weakened body which was almost bent double at the waist.

Once the train had come to a halt at his station, he stepped off, walked down the stairs and exited onto the street which was busy with taxis, bicycles and, he noted, a large number of people walking around laden like pack horses with bags full of the evidence of their morning’s shopping.

Taking a slightly different route to the one he had used late the night before, Shoichi soon reached the University Hospital and walked across the site to the Nakamura ward. The main glass doors at the entrance slid open as he approached and Shoichi walked directly to the reception to collect the visitor smart-stamp that would afford him access to the communal parts of the hospital and, most importantly, the room where he hoped Kimiko was making some progress in her recovery.

The lights were on low and the windows set to an opacity that prevented too much sunlight coming through. It was cool compared to outside, cooler even than within the hospital which felt humid. Kimiko lay there serenely, resting with her head supported by a stack of soft pillows, motionless beneath the sheet that covered her body. As before, machines continued to blink and beep supporting her life whilst her brain stem was unable to carry out the vital job of regulating breathing, heart rate, blood pressure and body temperature. The distraction of the journey and having a morning that had some semblance or normality were forgotten as he was back here by Kimiko’s side hoping that today was going to be the day that something changed.

Konnichiwa, Kimiko-chan,’ Shoichi said as he stroked her hair with the back of his fingers.

‘Well, that watch you bought me for my retirement saved me last night as I fell asleep on the train on the way home and would have surely gone to the end of the line if it hadn’t awoken me in time,’ he added.

‘I was fast asleep and having a dream about travelling in space, you know like they are advertising now in all the travel agents. Forget Hawaii, make your next holiday a trip that gets you closer to the real stars.

The air pressure in the room changed momentarily as the seal around the door was broken, pushed open by Aoyagi-sensei who was the doctor overseeing Kimiko’s treatment. A young lady, not many years out of medical school but who had already established a sound reputation amongst the medical faculty and was quickly developing into something of a pioneer in coma treatment research and care techniques.

‘Good afternoon, Tanaka-san,’ she greeted Shoichi. ‘I’m pleased to see you here again today.’

‘Good afternoon, Aoyagi-sensei,’ Shoichi replied before asking rather directly. ‘Has there been any improvement overnight in Kimiko’s condition?’

‘Well, as you know, this is going to be a slow process and your wife is still in the phase of the coma where her body has completely shut down to allow her brain to do some deep healing,’ she said.

There was a look of disappointment on Shoichi’s face. He knew that there was every chance that nothing would have changed in the relatively short time he was away from her bedside.

‘However,’ Aoyagi-sensei continued, ‘I was looking at the brain activity charts earlier and at about one o’clock this morning the machines picked up a very slight change in the magnetic field around the hippocampus part of the brain which could have been caused by some electrical activity.’

It was the glimmer of hope that Shoichi had been looking for and he pounced. ‘So, is she finally beginning to recover?’

‘I think that it is too early to begin to draw such strong conclusions as we do sometimes pick up changes to the brain’s magnetic field that are not directly related to brain activity although I am hopeful that this could be the start of something positive,’ she asserted. ‘The hippocampus is the part of the brain that helps with memory formation, organisation and storage, connecting other senses such as sound and smell to these memories. Ordinarily, we would expect to observe early signs of activity in the brain stem as the subconscious actions such as breathing and beating of our hearts recommence but I have seen some evidence recently published that suggests other deep-functioning areas of the brain can repair earlier than the stem.’

‘So how quickly will the other parts start to work again?’ Shoichi asked in anticipation, eager for more good news.

‘It really is on a case-by-case basis and I wouldn’t want to get your hopes up although this is a good sign,’ Aoyagi-sensei said. ‘Please feel free to stay with your wife as long as you like. And don’t forget to keep talking to her. If there are some memories being reconstructed inside the hippocampus then talking about anything to do with her past could help.’

‘Thank you doctor,’ Shoichi said with a bow towards Aoyagi-sensei who left the room.

‘Did you hear that Kimiko? Aoyagi-sensei thinks that your brain has started to come to life again. I wonder if you can hear what I am saying?’ he said, slightly self-conscious that he was probably just talking to himself.

However, as suggested by the doctor, Shoichi reflected on the many wonderful moments that they had spent together in their lives. He settled on one trip that remained special to him, when, for their fifteenth wedding anniversary, they travelled south from Ōfunato to take a short break in Yamanashi Prefecture which started with a hike to the top of Mount Fuji.

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The alarm went off at just after four o’clock in the morning, although he was so excited about finally climbing up Fuji-san – a lifelong dream – that there was no danger of him oversleeping. In fact, he had laid on his futon for the last forty-five minutes wondering how much longer before he could get up and start the final preparations for their trip. The alarm had come as a relief and he pushed back the light blanket and rolled on his front before easing himself up to a standing position. Kimiko was still sleeping and he left her that way as they did not need to leave the house for another hour.

Gently sliding open the door from the tatami room, he slipped through into the living area and pulled the cord hanging from the square lampshade made of paper and wood that was positioned in the centre of the ceiling. It was another hot August morning and he took the remote control from its clip on the wall, pointed it at the ageing air conditioner mounted to the left of the French windows and pressed the orange rubber button to turn it on. He thought to himself that he should really get around to changing the filter as the first few litres of air that were pulled through the unit smelled musty.

On the low kotatsu heated table, were the two twenty-five litre day rucksacks that he had packed meticulously the night before, using as a guide the suggested inventory provided by the travel agency through which the trip had been booked. Although there was no chance that anything he had put in there with his own hands merely hours earlier would have been removed or fallen out, he still took it upon himself to unpack and repack one more time. At the bottom of the rucksack was a pair of wet-weather trousers and jacket with a spare pair of wool walking socks in case the ones he was going to be wearing got worn or damp. In a draw string bag, he had placed plasters, talcum powder, muscle spray, painkillers and some anti-bacterial handwash. This bag sat upon the items already in the rucksack.

He then carefully folded a fleece jumper that would, the guidebook had said, be invaluable once they reached the summit of Fuji-san in the early hours of the morning. Although it was exceeding thirty-five degrees Celsius at sea level, temperatures fell to a much cooler  fifteen to twenty degrees at the Yoshidaguchi fifth station from where they would start their ascent and could drop to below freezing at the three-thousand-seven-hundred-metre high summit. On top of the fleece he placed a head-mounted light for the early morning part of the hike. Shoichi re-checked that he also had his energy bars, energy drinks and salted onigiri rice balls that would see him and Kimiko through what he anticipated was going to be a tougher hike than many of the other trips they had been on together. In the side pockets of the rucksack, he had stuffed a pair of white gloves dimpled with yellow rubber for grip and three folded plastic bags.

Finally, was a small coin purse containing a plentiful supply of hundred-yen coins for the toilets that got more expensive the higher you go.

He repeated this task with Kimiko’s rucksack, zipped up the pockets, fastened the clips and put the two bags by the front door next to their walking boots and walking poles. Fully satisfied that preparations were complete, Shoichi heated some water on the gas stove and made himself some green tea from leaves given to him by a work colleague who had recently been on a short trip to Shizuoka Prefecture.

From the tatami room, he could hear Kimiko stirring and the gentle click as she pulled the light cord confirmed that she was awake. A few minutes later, she emerged from the room dressed in walking clothes and smoothing down the hair that was sticking up stubbornly from the night’s sleep.

‘Good morning,’ she said, rubbing her eyes. ‘How long have you been awake for?’

‘Ah, ohayō. Not long,’ he replied looking up at the clock that was on the wall above the television. ‘About thirty minutes.’

‘Too excited to sleep, eh?’

‘Not really, just worried that I hadn’t packed everything we are going to need,’ Shoichi said in a clipped tone.

‘And so you’ve unpacked and repacked everything again, I bet,’ Kimiko said, teasing him further now that she had a bite.

Shoichi coloured slightly as he felt embarrassed but equally defensive about his obsessive approach to preparation. 

‘Well, like I said, I wanted to make sure that we were ready,’ he added before taking a sip from his mug.

‘Is that green tea you’re drinking?’ Kimiko asked peering towards the kitchen counter. ‘Pour me a cup will you, please.’

Shoichi reheated the water in the kettle to just below boiling point and poured, from height, the water on top of the green tea leaves that were in a metal mesh basket that sat on the rim of the teapot. The water made a slapping sound as it landed on the leaves and slowly percolated through to the bottom.

‘So, we’ve got to leave by five o’clock at the latest, is there much more that you need to do to get ready?’ Shoichi said as he poured out a cup of tea for Kimiko.

‘Just calm down, there’s plenty of time.’ Kimiko said shaking her head in disbelief and trying not to get too irritated by his impatience. ‘Let me finish this tea and then all I have to do is have a quick wash, clean my teeth and sort out this hair.’‘OK, well I’m going to pack the things in the car while you do that,’ Shoichi said walking past her towards the genkan where their equipment awaited his further attention.

Kimiko shook her head as Shoichi opened the front door and started to carry their things out to the electric car that they would be using for the short drive to the Ōfunato East Community Centre car park from where they would get a coach to Yamanashi Prefecture. He had become more uptight and then had mellowed slightly in the time that they had been married but always seemed to get a little stressed by the preparations for anything more involved than a short drive to the shops. Kimiko could never fully understand why because, as she had always maintained, as long as they had their wallets with them, there was very little that they couldn’t pick up on the way or even once they had arrived at their destination.

The brass bell hanging from the arm of the closing mechanism on the front door rang as Shoichi came back inside for the second wave of loading up and rang again as the door closed behind him. Kimiko finished off her tea, placed the empty cup in the sink, and went through to the washroom to freshen up her face and sort out her hair. By the time she had finished, Shoichi was back in the kitchen washing up the cups and placing them on the drainer by the side of the sink.

‘Right, that’s everything packed,’ he announced. ‘Just the food and drinks and we’re ready to go!’

From the refrigerator, he took out the sandwiches that they had bought the previous night from a convenience store, together with a couple of cans of coffee. Placing these into an insulated bag, he then opened the door to the freezer and got out four five-hundred-millilitre bottles of water and added these to the same bag which he carried out to the car.

‘I’ll be waiting outside,’ Shoichi shouted back through to Kimiko.

‘OK then, I’ll lock up shall I?’ Kimiko muttered under her breath, although in reality she was far from annoyed. Once you’ve been married to someone for long enough you either learn to accept their faults or get so irritated by them that you get divorced.

She walked around their home checking that all the lights were out and windows locked before turning off the air conditioner. She then put on the trainers she would be wearing for comfort on the long coach journey there, pushed open the front door, stepped out and double locked it once it had swung shut.

Pulling into the community centre car park, just after a quarter past five, they were by far the first to arrive. Others booked on the same trip were already standing by the coach, which had also turned up early, and were starting to load their rucksacks into the luggage compartment underneath the main body of the vehicle.

Ohayō gozaimasu,’ Shoichi shouted to nobody in particular to announce their arrival. His greeting was returned by those whose hearing was still good enough to have caught his words.

‘And I thought that we had left the house in plenty of time,’ he muttered to Kimiko.

‘What does it matter? We’re here on time aren’t we?’

‘I just hope that we can get a decent seat as it’s a long journey to Yamanashi,’ Shoichi said as he craned his neck towards the coach to get a better look at how quickly it was filling up.

‘Don’t worry, even if we were the last of all the people here to get on the coach we’d still pretty much have our pick of the seats,’ Kimiko reassured him.

However, Shoichi already had his mind on other things and was unloading their kit from the boot of the car to carry over to the coach. Kimiko leaned back into the Toyota to tidy up a few stray bits of paper that she noticed were lying on the back seat and, without looking what they were, put them into the glove compartment. She then grabbed the cool bag that was stored in the footwell and shut the passenger door. Shoichi strode meaningfully back to the car.

‘Have you got the bag with the food and drink?’

‘Yes, it’s right here,’ Kimiko said before adding, ‘honey!’

The playful affection seemed somewhat lost on him as he took the bag from her and ushered Kimiko towards the steep steps that led up to seats.

Once they had sat down towards the back of the coach, Shoichi let out a sigh of relief as the preparations were no longer in his hands, the responsibility for something going wrong no longer his.

‘This is going to be a great trip, Kimiko,’ Shoichi said. ‘I just know it, and what better way to spend our wedding anniversary than climbing up Fuji-san…’ he then paused, turned to Kimiko and, taking her hand, added ‘…with my honey!’ A broad smile appeared on his face.

‘So you had been listening!’ Kimiko said as she drew herself towards Shoichi and placed her head on his chest. Shoichi reached his arm up and around the back of her head to run his fingers through her hair, which, he noticed, was not quite as flat as perhaps Kimiko had thought it was.

The rumble of the coach’s diesel engine disturbed this brief moment of intimacy and they were off.

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Japan, Writing

Washing Over Me: Chapter 8

第八章

11 March 2011 09:20

The Westminster Chimes that played over the school’s aged but functional internal tannoy system let the teachers and students know that the first lesson of the day had finished. I closed my maths textbook and slid it, together with my notebook, into the metallic tray that was fixed onto the underside of my desk.

The next lesson was English, something that slightly older children in Ōfunato had not studied until they were in junior high school but I remember the Kōchō-sensei, the headmaster, talking with us in assembly about how the government had decided that they wanted to roll out foreign language education to all students once they entered elementary school.

I had been quite nervous about studying English even though Okāsan helped me to get a head start by ordering a language course that we followed together on DVD. However, once I started lessons at school I really began to enjoy it. 

Last summer, an American called Dwain had moved to Ōfunato and was employed by the local education board to work as an assistant language teacher who taught alongside Kinoshita-sensei. Dwain was still pretty young – he told us that he was twenty-one – and appeared keen on having lots of fun when we were studying so the lessons seemed to pass more quickly than they did for some of the other subjects.

The door towards the front of the class slid open and Dwain bounded in looking far too casual for a teacher as although he wore a shirt, it had not been ironed and was accompanied by a pair of equally creased chino trousers. His feet were jammed into some green slippers that the school provided for guests but which Dwain had taken, or perhaps misunderstood, to be his own. Nobody had the heart to tell him that he should have brought some indoor shoes to wear, especially as he seemed delighted whenever we approached him pointing at his slippers saying too small, too small!

‘Good morning, class,’ he said in an accent just the same as the ones I hear when watching American films on the television. ‘How are you?’

‘I’m fine, thank you. And you?’ I replied, chanting alongside all of my classmates.

‘I’m fine, too, thank you,’ Dwain said.

Stuck in the front cover of our English notebooks, we all had a print-out that had drawings of lots of different facial expressions with a corresponding response to the How are you? question. However, people inevitably resorted to the stock reply of I’m fine, thank you and Dwain had long since given up trying to get a varied answer out of us. Even on the occasions when he tried a one-on-one conversation with each student going up and down the rows of desks, most of us would be Fine, thank you, with the exception of Hiroshi who was always Very tired, thank you.

‘Today, children, let’s talk about our favourite food!’ Dwain then announced, expecting us to understand what he was saying. We responded with confused looks.

‘Today, children, let’s talk about our favourite food!’ he repeated doing an exaggerated mime holding something with both hands and shovelling it into his mouth.

Again, more confused looks. Kinoshita-sensei stepped in to rescue the class, and probably Dwain as well.

Kyo, ichiban suki na tabemono ni tsuite hanashimashō!

‘What’s tabemono in English?’ Kinoshita-sensei then asked.

Foo-do, foo-do, a handful of students shouted excitedly to show just how much English they had learnt in the last few years.

‘Yes, that’s right,’ said Dwain. ‘My favourite food is hot dogs,’ he added and at the same time pulled a picture of a hotdog off the teacher’s desk and held it up in front of the class.

‘My favourite food is hotdogs,’ he repeated rubbing his stomach. ‘Yummy!’

This made me giggle and Dwain looked across and smiled. 

Kinoshita-sensei wrote up the key sentence on the board in English and then added the katakana phonetic script above each word so that everyone could have a go at the sentence even if they couldn’t remember how to pronounce the words from Dwain’s example.

We spent the next ten minutes or so, asking Dwain how to say all of our favourite foods in English. I suspected that he could speak more Japanese than he let on as in most cases he was able to answer our questions. However, I never heard him speak any Japanese in our lessons but perhaps that was his way of making us learn.

Karaage, in English please.’

‘Japanese-style fried chicken.’

Hambāgu, in English please.’

‘Hamburger.’

Saba, in English please,’ I asked as Dwain walked past my desk.

‘Err, I’m not sure Kimiko. Let me go and ask Kinoshita-sensei.’

I watched as he and Kinoshita-sensei communicated with each other using hand gestures and scribbles on a piece of paper before Dwain resorted to getting his Japanese-English dictionary out of his bag. After thumbing through the pages, he put the dictionary back and walked over to my desk with a pleased look on his face.

‘In English, we say mackerel.’

‘My favourite food is mackerel,’ I replied back.

‘That’s great!’ Dwain praised me and patted me on the shoulder. ‘Good job, Kimiko!’

I was very pleased with myself and tried to commit this latest sentence to memory to test out on Okāsan later.

Dwain went around the class listening attentively to every one of my classmates’ sentences. The one response that raised a laugh was Haruka’s whose favourite food was Noguchi Katsu a pork cutlet that was stuffed with cabbage, spring onion and shiitake mushrooms as served at the locally famous Noguchi restaurant.

 ‘I wanted to ask but we ran out of time,’ Haruka said with a frown, stamping her foot lightly on the ground under her desk.

‘OK, everyone. Please settle down,’ Kinoshita-sensei said, bringing the class back under control.

‘Thank you very much for your lesson today Mr. Dwain,’ he then said in English.

‘You’re welcome,’ Dwain replied. ‘And thank you class. Good job!’

He gave us a goofy smile and a thumbs up with both hands as he left the classroom.

As if on cue, the melody rang out again and the second lesson of the day came to an end.

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…he’s gone off somewhere…

…now’s my chance…

…how big is this thing…

…can’t seem to shift it…

…weighs a tonne…

…must keep trying…

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